.: [*Dream*//-Reality-] :.

Yak, keinginan mengunyah sangat tinggi ketika hujan turun dengan derasnya…hayah..uopoo .
Mampir ke Phuket, nyobain special cuisine nya, awas kl g enak, g usah dibayar…hehehe..:)
Pesenan spesialnya, ayam dalam nanas.

ah..lumayan juga, terasa agak asem2, cirikhas masakan thailand..

Jalan2 ke Benteng Vrederburg@night, indah sekali..
suasana Jogja maseh terasa, sejuk, ramah, bersahabat…
Seniman jalanan, anak nongkrong, or sekedar melepas lelah…its jogja

BI

Hmm…
hujan2 gini, paling enak mengunyah,memamah biak. pulang dari amplaz, meluncur ke jl moses buat makan malem, sudah kebayang, hot plate kumplit+capcay..huahh…nikmat.

ngiler ngga kamu……wkwkwkwkwwkw…

Kmana taon baru kmrn?
jawab : Foodfezt (lagiii..). hehe, i know2, but ada temen yg ngajak hang out disana, dan meriah juga, ketemu byk temen juga biarpun g semeja, yessi/andri, suryo/oppie, tamam, danny gede/family, jasmine band, ade/andy,dst. ada DJ live nya juga, hmm..not bad at all.. We’re definitely had some fun there.

Jam23.55 waiternya membagikan terompet & kembang api, hmm….nice ..
dan lima menit kemudian ….
yeahhh… *fireworks*..

jiahhh…lupa bayar hosting (lupanya pake lama, sebulanan lah), dan hilanglah database lintang.net, entah knapa jg lupa lum download backupnya (. Hilanglah semua posting-posting taon 2008-2009 akir.
But it is now 2010,

happy-new-year-2010

I am not a mad scientist who can make you an interspace rocket so we can fly together to the moon.

I am not a prince charming who climb the tower to save you and defeat that evil witch.

I am not a brave fighter who slay the dragon and give you a necklace made from its teeth.

I am not a brilliant stakeholder that can make millions in a second.

I am not a six-million dollar bulletproof hero who can protect you from just anything.

I am not an angel with beautiful wing, circle light upon my head & a pure heart all in white.

I am not EVEN a magna cumlaude student with bright future in front of your eyes.

I am just what I am ..

To love your life, to be somebody but yourself!

Jadikan lukamu itu kekuatanmu …

Ehm,…. Sering sudah pernah denger three magic words :”Be Your Self!”. Ga teu sapa yg suka bilang gitu, wiseman or a stupid moron, it’s easier said than done. YES, ITS SOOOOOOO DAMN HARRRRDDDDD TO BE YOURSELF, to be somebody, why? go ask your self. Berapa jam, hari, minggu yang sudah kamu jalani dengan menjadi dirimu sendiri, especially within your interaction to people. And kamu mulai talk bullshit. I think its related with maturity and self-identity, some magical word that i thought it only exist in my imagination.
IMAGINE, ketika temen-temenmu, orang diselilingmu mulai menunjukkan “kebolehannya” dan segala “kelebihannya”, satu yang pengen aku liat. Yup, reaksimu ketika mulai meninggikan harga dirimu dengan segala cara, humble u’r self with ur bullshit. Hueeekkkk…..but so am I . And wiseman say again, Go, Be your self….hellloooo..!! Once again, its easier for you to say. You got everything, and me…Nothing but a pathetic loser with so many weakness as my advantages.
Pernahkan kamu bermimpi jadi superman, pemain band terkenal, einstein, penemu penicillin, konglomerat, anak presiden, or someone. Something yang pasti blon ada pada dirimu, Superman never dream to be a superman, yeaaa…keep on dreaming loser, when u wake up and realize how pathetic you are. Yes, I am a moron with nothing to be proud of, but maybe someday will find one and more, and more…And if dreaming will make me stronger, then i will keep dreaming. by the way, I’ve found a better word : “HOPE“.
I’ll try to be more optimistic next time…(to be continued)

Me & My …!
How could you be outhere with him, while you’re still here in my heart!!